After that day, I felt really disappointed. It felt like all of my dreams, hopes and future, were all ruined. I blamed God for a time being. But I felt kinda guilty after. Through this real tough time, I thought I was all alone, But God sent many people, to really encourage me. Seeing how they pour much love, even from the unexpected. Talks that were all worth it. Smiles that were all remembered. Messages that were all saved. Love that was expressed. I really felt different. It seems like the weight goes lighter as each day passes.
When you are able to see, to hear, and to feel the people that brings love into your life. Such a gentle comfort I felt. I feel no longer, heavy. No longer, lonely.
Prayer after prayer. I thank God, Mummy finally talked to me, after the two days of complete silence and disappointment. The way she jokes around, makes me feel much better, much more like a home. A family that loves, and encourages.
My plans are now all set. My portfolio's goanna be up and ready real soon. Appointments, I will make. Interviews, I will attend. Back to Tp, Visual Com. "If God wants you to be there, He'll put you there."
